1016부마민주항쟁기념사업회

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<p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:21.0pt;">가짜를 해설합니다</span><br><p class="0">   <br><br><p class="0">   <br><br><p class="0">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-align:right;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 목소리엔 사람을 들뜨게 하는 높은 음역이나 극적인 떨림이 없다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">감정을 과시하기보다 절제된 톤으로 사실을 전달하는 것이 내 방식이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사람들은 그런 내 목소리를 오래된 나무 악기의 울림에 비유했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그 소리로 역사의 마디를 조용히 새길 뿐이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 넘게 부마항쟁의 현장을 해설하며 다져진 그 목소리는 어느덧 직업적 자산이 되어있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 시월 기념사업회의 해설사 양성 과정에서 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기로 이 길을 시작했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내게 해설이란 흩어진 증언과 기록의 조각들을 하나의 서사로 엮어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날의 시간을 오늘로 불러오는 일이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 일은 깊은 책임감과 자부심으로 나를 채웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 자부심에 처음으로 균열이 생긴 건</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">탐방을 마치고 돌아온 늦은 저녁이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">지친 몸을 소파에 기대고 습관처럼 이메일을 열어보던 중</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">낯선 이름의 메일 한 통이 눈에 들어왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">해설사님께</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">지난주 탐방에 참여했던 대학생입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.’</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">호기심에 메일을 열어본 순간</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가슴이 덜컥 내려앉았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안녕하세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">해설사님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">새벽벌 회관 옆 김장수 기자 표석에 새긴 대운동장 사진에 대해 말씀드리고자 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">해설사님께서는 그 사진이 부마항쟁 당시의 기록이라고 하셨지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">제가 확인한 자료에 따르면 그 사진은 가짜일 가능성이 큽니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시월재단에서도 몇 년 전 이 사진을 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잘못 알려진 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">으로 공지한 바 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아래 링크를 확인해 주시면 감사하겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">메일 하단에는 시월재단 웹사이트의 링크가 첨부되어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">떨리는 손으로 링크를 클릭하자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">화면에 뜬 것은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잘못 알려진 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이라는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기묘한 제목의 게시물이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">문제의 대운동장 장면을 포함한 여섯 장의 사진 아래로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 숨을 죽이고 스크롤을 내렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거기엔 변명처럼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">깨알 같은 글씨가 적혀 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1980</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년대 혹은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1987</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">6</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 항쟁 당시의 기록임</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.'</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">해명도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사과도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그저 아무도 보지 않기를 바라는 듯한 작은 글씨 몇 줄</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나의 자부심이라는 성</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">城</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">)</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 작은 글씨 몇 줄에 힘없이 무너져 내렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">학생의 말은 사실이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년간 부마항쟁의 출발점이라며 설명했던 저 사진은</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">전혀 다른 시간의 기록이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그렇다면 저것은</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 관련자들의 이야기에 따르면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">재단 설립 초기에 한 이사가 이 문제를 정식으로 제기했으나 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">별일 아니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">”</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며 묵살당했다고 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러다 몇 년 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">조용히 소식지 구석에 이 기사가 실렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대체 어떻게 이걸 몰랐던 걸까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">도저히 납득할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시월재단은 단 한마디 해명도 내놓지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그들의 방관 속에서 가짜 사진은 여전히 진짜인 양 역사의 한 페이지를 차지했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기념사업의 권위</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">예산의 장벽</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그리고 김장수라는 거장의 이름값이 얽힌 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">침묵의 장막</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아래</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진실은 깊은 수면 속으로 가라앉아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 지난 몇 년간 그 거짓을 가장 열정적으로 전파한 확성기였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">온몸에 힘이 쭉 빠졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 자랑했던 완벽한 해설</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나의 자부심은 모두 거짓 위에 쌓은 모래성에 불과했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그제야 나는 잊고 있던 기억의 조각을 떠올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 관련자 모임 대표인 박동욱 회장이 어느 모임에서 씁쓸하게 털어놓았던 이야기였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">은 모교에서 열리는 토크쇼에 참석하기 위해 교정을 걷고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이제는 백발이 성성한 머리와 온화한 미소를 가진 원로였지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대학에만 들어오면 그는 언제나 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">40</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여 년 전의 청년으로 되돌아가는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 걸음마다 격동의 시대가 너울거렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러다 행사장으로 향하던 길목에서 문득 그의 발걸음이 멈췄다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">토크쇼 홍보 패널에 박힌 자신의 얼굴 때문이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자가 찍었다는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 40</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여 년 전 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">교도소 문을 나서는 자신의 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 그 사진 속 인물은 그가 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">누군가의 악의가 그의 눈과 입을 뒤틀어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">희극 배우처럼 우스꽝스럽게 만들어놓았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">숨이 멎는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저항에 몸을 던진 청년 시절</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">신념을 위해 견뎌낸 고통의 시간이 한 장의 사진으로 조롱당하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">분노보다 깊은 모멸감이 먼저 밀려왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 즉시 대학 홍보실 책임자에게 전화했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">행사장 근처에서 달려온 책임자는 그의 격앙된 항의에도 판에 박힌 말만 되풀이했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">선생님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저희는 기록관에서 받은 원본을 그대로 사용했을 뿐입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">문제없다고 확인받았어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">문제없다니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 저렇게 모욕당하고 있는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">!”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그럼 기록관에 직접 문의해 보시죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저희 부서 소관이 아니라서요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록이 훼손된 채 다중 앞에 전시되는데도 하소연할 곳이 없다는 사실이 그의 가슴을 무겁게 짓눌렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">독재정권의 총칼보다 더 무서운 것은</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그가 지키려 했던 세상의 무관심이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연단 위에서 그는 자신이 지켜낸 역사의 의미를 역설했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연단 아래 그의 얼굴은 우스꽝스러운 가십으로 난도질당하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장의 모멸감은 더 이상 그만의 것이 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 내가 지켜야 할 역사의 상처였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수화기</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 들어 시월재단 상임위원의 번호를 눌렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">위원님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안희진입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 대운동장 사진에 대해 여쭙고 싶습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 애써 차분히 말하자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수화기 너머에서 상대방이 숨을 고르는 듯한 정적이 내려앉았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 사진 말입니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무슨 일로</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">몇 년 전 재단에서 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잘못 알려진 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이라고 공지하셨더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜라는 뜻 아닙니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 마치 준비된 답변처럼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">능숙하게 핵심을 비껴갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안 선생</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 말은 지나칩니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우린 그저 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사실과 다른 기록</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">으로 정리했을 뿐입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">위원님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 목소리를 낮췄다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 사진이 아닌 걸 부마항쟁 사진이라 말해왔잖아요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">말하자면 가짜를 진짜로 포장해왔죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이게 가짜가 아니라고요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜 사실을 숨기고 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">곤란하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 말만 반복하십니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이해해 주세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건 민감한 사안입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">더 이상 대화가 무의미했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리는 진실을 가로막는 차가운 유리 벽처럼 느껴졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 전화를 끊으며 분노보다 깊은 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무력감</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">에 휩싸였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날 이후</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일상의 모든 것이 멈춰 섰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">새로 들어온 역사 탐방 섭외 메일은 손조차 댈 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">지금껏 내가 말해온 것들이 모두 거짓말처럼 느껴졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무슨 얼굴로 다시 사람들 앞에 설 수 있단 말인가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">고뇌로 밤을 지샌 날들이 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주일이 넘었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 이 무력감의 끝에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 오히려 단단한 결심을 마주했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이대로 주저앉을 수는 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 이 모든 단서를 들고 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘K </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">민주주의연구소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 젊은 연구자 이근영 박사를 찾아갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 처음엔 두 사건을 별개의 것으로 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하나는 시스템의 오류</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다른 하나는 개인에 대한 모욕</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 내가 내민 두 파일 위에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">모든 것을 조롱하듯 하나의 이름이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 순간</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">흩어진 점들이 하나의 악의로 연결되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이것은 실수가 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 이름으로 역사를 짓밟는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가장 교활한 반역사였다</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나의 양심적 자책에서 비롯된 의문은 이근영 박사의 전문적 조사와 만나 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진실 규명</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이라는 단단한 목표로 나아갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 주말도 잊은 채 만났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 현장을 누비며 사람들의 증언을 모았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 기록과 서류 속에서 진실의 조각들을 엮었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 뿌리를 파헤치는 외로운 탐사자였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사의 조사는 대학 홍보실 직원이 무심코 던진 말</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, ‘P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 기록관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">에서 시작되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 지친 얼굴로 내 앞에 섰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 손에 쥔 노트는 김장수의 거짓 탑을 무너뜨릴 다이너마이트 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 낮고 빠른 목소리로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록관에서의 일을 보고하듯 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록관에 들어서자마자 벽에 부딪혔습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">직원은 처음부터 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">허가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">운운하며 길을 막더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">홈페이지 공지를 근거로 따지고 들어서야 마지못해 열람을 허용했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러면서 복사는 절대 불가라고 합디다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무언가 숨기는 듯한 태도가 역력했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그리고</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">결정적인 사실을 확인했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 잠시 말을 멈추고 나를 응시했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진들은 기증된 게 아니었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1999</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수가 대학 도서관에 돈을 받고 판매한 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">CD</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">에 들어 있었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대운동장 사진도 괴사진도 확인했어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부인할 수 없는 거래 기록입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">판매자 서명까지 선명해요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 말은 내 마지막 희망을 산산이 부쉈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜라고는 해도 설마 하는 마음이 없지 않았는데</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거짓의 뿌리는 다름 아닌 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 자신이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">차가운 분노</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">와 함께 깊은 의문이 나를 휘감았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대체 왜 그랬을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 김장수가 사진이 담긴 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">CD</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 대학 도서관에 돈을 받고 판 사실에 주목했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 돈이 주된 동기일 거라 결론 내렸지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여전히 고개를 갸우뚱했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">돈이 주된 동기인 건 분명합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 괴사진은 돈만으로 설명되지 않아요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">돈이 목적이었다면 굳이 사진을 그렇게 왜곡할 이유가 있겠습니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장을 깊이 혐오한 결과입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사의 말에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 박동욱 회장을 찾아가야겠다고 결심했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 사건으로 가장 깊은 상처를 입은 그의 목소리를 직접 들어야 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 박동욱 회장의 사무실에 앉아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하얀 책장에 꽂힌 부마항쟁 보고서와 구술사 책들이 그의 지난 세월을 증언하는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 담담히 물 한 잔을 내밀었지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 눈빛에는 씻기지 않은 모멸감이 깃들어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안 선생</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아십니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 사진을 보고 내가 김장수에게 직접 메일을 보냈어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 얼굴이 왜 그런 꼴로 돌아다니는지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">도대체 무슨 짓이냐고 따져 물었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">말을 멈춘 그는 창밖을 잠시 응시하더니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이윽고 천천히 고개를 돌려 다시 입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">답장이 금방 왔어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사과도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">설명도 없었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그저</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">파일 하나가 첨부되어 있더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 다음 이야기에 귀를 기울였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">열어보니 그 괴사진이었어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나를 조롱하던 바로 그 사진을</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내게 다시 보낸 겁니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이게 네 얼굴이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라고 말하는 듯했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 순간</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">전신의 피가 거꾸로 솟는 것 같았어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건 실수가 아니라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 존재를 짓밟으려는 악의적인 폭력이었음을 깨달았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리는 분노를 넘어 깊은 슬픔에 젖어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 아무 말도 할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 인간의 존엄</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 한 페이지가 어찌 이리 잔혹하게 유린될 수 있는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 행위는 단순한 왜곡을 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">피해자 앞에서 자신의 범죄를 과시하는 파렴치한 태도로 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 악의에 맞설 유일한 무기는 진실뿐이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 가방에서 사진 하나를 꺼내 테이블 위에 올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사가 구해온 박동욱 회장의 출소 원본 사진이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 40</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여 년의 세월이 내려앉은 흑백 이미지 위로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">창문을 타고 들어온 햇빛이 가느다란 선을 그리며 스쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박 회장은 한동안 말이 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진을 응시하는 그의 어깨가 미세하게 떨리더니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">깊은 한숨이 새어 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 사진 속 자신의 얼굴과 그를 둘러싼 사람들의 표정을 손가락으로 천천히 훑었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잃어버린 유물을 어루만지듯</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 손길은 부드러웠으나 떨림을 감출 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 사진이지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이게 진짜 내 얼굴이야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리는 낮고 담담했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">억눌린 감정이 그 안을 맴돌았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 잠시 말을 잇지 못하더니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사람들은 내가 마냥 웃고 있는 줄 알겠지만</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그의 말을 가만히 듣다 사진을 다시 바라보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">솜옷을 입고 손을 흔들며 짓는 옅은 미소는 고난의 흔적을 숨기지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">”</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그래도 감옥에서 풀려난 저 때가 얼마나 좋았는지</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리에 희미한 감회가 스쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">제가 봤던 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">괴사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">속 희극 배우 같은 얼굴과는 전혀 다릅니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 사진 속 회장님은 웃고 계시지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 미소가 오히려 아픔을 새기고 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시대의 상처가 고스란히 드러나요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박 회장은 사진을 내려놓고 고개를 끄덕였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 눈빛엔 한 시대의 아픔을 온몸으로 통과해온 자의 서글픔 같은 것이 담겨 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 그 아픔을 지워버렸어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">고통의 흔적을 걷어내고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 자리에 값싼 조롱을 억지로 채워 넣었지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그게 그의 방식이었소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사와 한 인간의 존엄을 짓밟는 방식</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">” </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 마지막 말은 씁쓸한 체념 같기도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">혹은 이 모든 싸움의 본질을 꿰뚫는 결론 같기도 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 더 이상 아무 말도 할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">흑백 사진 속</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">초췌하게 웃고 있는 청년의 얼굴 위로 그의 길고 아픈 세월이 겹쳐 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그를 위로할 단어를 찾지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대신</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 상처를 가슴에 새기며 다짐했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 박동욱 한 사람의 상처를 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 지켜내야 할 역사의 존엄성에 관한 문제였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 거짓은 단순한 사진 조작이 아니라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날의 외침과 눈빛을 지우려는 시도였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그를 향한 분노와 함께</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나 자신의 무지에 대한 자책을 느꼈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">어떻게 내가 그 거짓을 모른 채 그를 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라 칭송했을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 후 용기를 낸 나는 김장수 기자에게 직접 전화를 걸었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수화기 너머 그의 목소리는 거만하고 위압적이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안희진 씨</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">평소 연락도 없다가 무슨 일이요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">떨리는 목소리를 다잡으며 박동욱 회장의 괴사진에 대해 물었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그거</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 찍은 거지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내겐 그 사진 한 장뿐인데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뭐가 문제지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 태연한 거짓에 소름이 돋았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 이근영 박사에게 들은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주년 자료집</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 원본 사진 이야기를 꺼냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 잠시 머뭇거리더니 말을 바꿨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 사진도 있었지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">알아보니 그렇더군</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연속으로 두 컷을 찍은 거요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그럼 필름도 두 장 다 가지고 계시겠네요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">필름은</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">M </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일보에 두고 왔지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내겐 디지털 파일뿐이야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리에서 거짓의 냄새가 짙게 풍겼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 국과수 감정 이야기를 꺼냈고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 마지못해 동의하는 척하며 전화를 끊어버렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사의 집념은 꺾일 줄 몰랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 먼저 사진 보정 전문가를 찾아 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">괴사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 얼굴 각도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그림자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뒷사람의 표정까지 모두 달라 명백히 인위적으로 변조되었다는 소견을 얻었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이어 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">M </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일보 조사부를 찾았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수가 필름을 신문사에 두고 왔다는 주장을 확인하기 위해서였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">조사부 팀장은 어이없다는 듯 혀를 찼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">조사해보니 필름이고 뭐고 전부 가져갔다고 하더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">원래 그건 규정 위반인데</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 또 다른 거짓이 드러난 순간이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리의 조사가 막다른 골목에 다다랐을 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">새로운 균열은 예상치 못한 곳에서 열렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연구소 홈페이지 익명 게시판에 짧은 댓글 하나가 올라왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자의 대표작</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞 시위대 사진도 가짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 작가는 따로 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.’</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 그 댓글을 발견하자마자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">오랫동안 묻혀 있던 단서를 건져 올린 듯 빠르게 움직였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 김장수의 이름으로 알려진 부마항쟁 사진들을 하나씩 출력해 날짜별로 분류했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연구소의 하얀 형광등 아래</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 화이트보드에 그의 흑백 사진들을 시간순으로 붙여갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:130.9pt;text-indent:-60.4pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 대운동장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">온천장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래경찰서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">교육대학 앞</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">항쟁의 불길이 타오른 첫날의 장면들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:130.0pt;text-indent:-60.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">구자춘 내무장관의 기자회견</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">남포동의 최루가스</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">비상 국무회의를 마친 각료들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">비상계엄령을 발표하는 문공부 장관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:130.0pt;text-indent:-60.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">18</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">포고문을 읽는 시민들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거리의 계엄군</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시청 앞의 탱크와 장갑차</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;"> </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진들을 시간순으로 배열하자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유령 같은 패턴이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">목덜미가 서늘해지며 숨이 멎는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박사님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이상합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뭐가 이상하죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일 사진들</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">전부 우리가 가짜라고 의심하거나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다른 사람의 사진으로 확인된 것들뿐이에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 말에 이 박사의 눈이 번득였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 화이트보드 앞으로 다가가 날카로운 시선으로 사진들을 훑었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안 선생 말이 맞아요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">더 기묘한 건</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일 이후 김장수가 직접 찍은 듯한 사진들엔 시위대가 전혀 없다는 겁니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">계엄군</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">장관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">텅 빈 거리뿐</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저항하는 군중은 단 한 장도 없어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 손가락이 사진들을 하나씩 짚었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수많은 구타와 피해 사례가 기록되었는데도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 사진엔 계엄군이 시민이나 학생을 진압하거나 연행하는 장면이 단 한 장도 없어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 폭력의 현장을 고의로 외면한 겁니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 서로를 마주 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">조각들이 맞춰지며 드러난 진실은 충격적이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">결론은 세 가지입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사가 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">첫째</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일 항쟁의 불길이 타오를 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 현장에 없었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">둘째</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 시위대를 단 한 번도 찍지 않았어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">셋째</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">계엄군의 폭력을 기록한 사진은 한 장도 없습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이게</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">과연 역사의 기록자입니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 사진에는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">은 있었지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">증언</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">은 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것이 그의 본질적 한계이자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 현장의 사진을 훔쳐야 했던 이유였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리의 분석은 하나의 가설로 좁혀졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 역사의 심장부에 뛰어들지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그렇다면 그의 대표작</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래경찰서 앞 시위대 사진은 누구의 것인가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 두 갈래로 움직였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 먼저 연구소 홈페이지에 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진의 진짜 주인을 찾습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 공지를 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞 사진을 썸네일로 올리고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 현장에 있었던 이들의 제보를 기다린다고 적었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 허공에 던진 메아리 없는 외침 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동시에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 정반대의 지점에서 단서를 찾았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박정희 시대를 찬미하는 저술로 유명한 언론인 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 낡은 기사들이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 보수 논객답게 부마항쟁을 박정희 이야기의 부록처럼 다뤘다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아쉬웠지만 대체할 자료가 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 그의 월간지 기사들을 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">샅샅이 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뒤졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역설적이게도 진실의 파편은 때로 가장 예상치 못한 곳에 숨어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 밤을 새운 끝에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">2006</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">5</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월호 월간지 구석에서 결정적 문장을 찾아냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 당시 기자들이 사진을 찍지 못한 이유를 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">살벌한 언론 통제</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">때문이라 변명했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 글은 사진의 출처에 대한 중대한 단서를 담고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">:</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">H </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">신문의 김장수 기자는 데모 취재를 가려다 편집국장의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그런 곳엔 가지 말라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 제지를 받았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부산 시위의 현장 사진은 이 기사에 실린 것이 거의 유일한 자료로 보인다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 사진도 기자가 찍은 것이 아니라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 학생이 촬영한 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 기사에 실린 작은 사진은 김장수의 대표작으로 알려진 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞 시위대</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">모든 조각이 맞아떨어졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 그날 동래서 현장에 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 격동을 포착한 이는 이름도 빛도 없이 그 현장을 지킨 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 학생이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 사실을 확인한 이근영 박사는 문득 박동욱 회장이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 즉시 전화를 걸었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">회장님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 시위대 사진이 당시 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 학생이 찍은 것이라고 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">혹시 아시는 바 있으신가요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 얘기</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">어디선가 들은 기억이 있소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">혹시 누가 찍었는지 떠오르는 분 없으신가요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">음</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안타깝게도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그때는 경황이 없어서</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그런데 다른 얘기지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수가 사진을 찍기 시작한 게 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일이라는 건 아시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">네</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? 17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일이라뇨</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사의 목소리가 높아졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러니까 항쟁이 터진 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일에는 사진을 찍을 일이 없었다는 거요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자의 옛 구술 인터뷰를 찾아보시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">본인이 직접 그렇게 말했소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장의 말이 결정타였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기자의 글에서 단서를 얻은 데 이어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 과거 구술 인터뷰 자료를 낱낱이 뒤졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 밤을 새운 끝에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여 년 전 출간된 구술사 자료집에서 문제의 문장을 찾아냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">항쟁 당시를 회고하며 김장수 본인이 이렇게 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일에는 취재를 못 했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">현장에 나간 건 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일부터였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">화이트보드 위에서 떠오른 직관은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기자의 글과 김장수 자신의 발언을 통해 반박할 수 없는 사실로 굳어졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 단순히 사진을 훔친 데 그치지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 이름 없는 학생의 용기와 그 시대 언론이 외면한 진실까지 통째로 도둑질했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 진짜 작가는 여전히 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이름 없는 학생</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">으로 남아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수와 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">살벌한 언론 통제</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 핑계로 현장 부재를 정당화하며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 공백을 김장수라는 유일한 영웅 신화로 메웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 신화에 균열을 낼 다른 목소리가 절실했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 사진작가 정형수의 이름을 꺼냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부산 사진계를 지켜온 원로이자 엄격한 원칙주의자로 알려진 인물이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 기록이 무엇인지 알기 위해선</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 기록자를 만나야 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 우리가 수소문했을 때 정형수 작가는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">2</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 전 노환으로 세상을 떠났다는 사실을 알게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 평생 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 말을 입에 올린 적 없었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진집 한 권 내지 않은 채 조용히 눈을 감았다고 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 포기하지 않고 그의 부인을 찾아냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주말 오후</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 작가의 낡은 작업실에 앉아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">먼지 쌓인 유품들 사이에서 부인은 남편의 오래된 앨범 하나를 말없이 내밀었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그이는 평생 자기 사진을 자랑한 적이 없어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">네</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">앨범을 넘기던 우리의 손이 한 장 앞에서 멈췄다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">광복동 거리</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">프레임을 가득 채운 시위대의 함성이 담긴 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">정형수의 작품이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 사진과는 모든 것이 달랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 렌즈는 시위대와 눈높이를 맞추며 그들의 얼굴을 정면으로 포착했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가까운 거리에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">약간 높은 각도로 촬영된 사진은 보는 이를 순식간에 항쟁의 한복판으로 끌어들였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">참여자의 시선이에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 나지막이 말하자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사가 고개를 끄덕였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">맞습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 사진이 안전한 건물 위에서 내려다보는 관찰자의 시점이라면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건 현장의 위험을 감수하며 군중과 호흡하는 참여자의 시선이죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 렌즈가 권력을 향했다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">정형수의 렌즈는 저항하는 시민을 정면으로 마주했어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진 속 얼굴들은 각기 다른 방향을 바라보며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무언가를 외치는 표정과 서로의 어깨를 잡고 나아가는 몸짓이 생생히 살아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이는 단순한 기록을 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시대의 아픔과 저항을 온몸으로 끌어안은 뜨거운 증언이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부인이 찻잔을 내려놓으며 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">고인은 이 순간을 반드시 남겨야 한다는 마음으로 찍었다고 했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 최루가스 속에서 눈물을 흘리며 사진을 찍었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진정한 역사의 기록자가 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유일한 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 허명은 무너졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연구소로 돌아온 우리를 기다리던 것은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날을 기억합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 간결한 제목의 익명 메일이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">첨부된 사진은 가장자리가 바스러진 캔버스에 그린 유화였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거칠고 투박한 붓 터치가 계엄군과 청년의 실루엣을 붉은 터치로 생생히 담았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시간의 흔적이 노란빛으로 스며들어 그날의 공포를 간직한 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">메일의 내용은 짧았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저는 화가가 아닙니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">국제시장 근처에서 작은 사무실을 운영하던 평범한 사람이었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 청년이 내 앞에서 그렇게 끌려갔습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">겁에 질려 아무것도 하지 못했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진기라도 있었다면</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">결국 집에 돌아와 본 것을 캔버스에 그렸습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수십 년간 나만 간직한 그날의 기록입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">메일 끝에는 연락처 하나가 적혀 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사와 나는 서로를 마주 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건 단순한 단서가 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이름 없는 이의 증언이 우리 앞에 스스로 모습을 드러낸 순간이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 망설임 없이 번호를 눌렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이틀 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 국제시장 골목 어귀 낡은 사무실 앞에 서 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">문을 열자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">줄무늬 셔츠를 입고 야구모자를 눌러쓴 이가 우리를 맞았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">깊게 팬 주름은 그의 나이를 드러냈으나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">건강한 기운이 느껴졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이름은 표승민이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">작은 책상 위에는 먼지 쌓인 서류와 오래된 계산기가 놓여 있었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">벽에는 빛바랜 가족사진이 걸려 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 우리를 좁은 소파에 앉히며 따뜻한 캔 커피를 내밀었다</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 유화를</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜 보내셨어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 조심스레 물었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 한동안 말이 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">창틈으로 시장의 북적이는 소음이 </span><ins><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">스며들었다</span></ins><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 겁쟁이였어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 차분하게 고해성사를 하는 것 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">청년이 끌려갈 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 숨죽이고 창문 뒤에 숨어 있었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 젊은이의 눈빛을 잊을 수가 없었어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">세상을 향해 외치는 소리가 아직도 귓가에 맴돕니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뭐라도 했어야 했는데</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거리로 나갈 용기도 없었어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그래서</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">붓을 들었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 유화를 그리던 순간을 떠올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월의 밤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 불 꺼진 방에서 캔버스 앞에 앉아 떨리는 손으로 붓을 움직였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">계엄군의 검은 그림자와 청년의 비틀린 몸짓이 붉은 물감 속에 스며들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그림은 내 죄책감이었어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 하지 못한 일을</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">적어도 이렇게 남기고 싶었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 이야기는 정형수의 사진과 이어졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">두 사람은 서로 모르는 사이였지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">같은 시대의 아픔을 각기 다른 방식으로 기록했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그의 손을 잡으며 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">선생님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 유화는 단순한 그림이 아닙니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날의 진실을 증언한 기록이에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">표승민은 고개를 저으며 미소 지었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 기록자가 아니에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그저</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잊지 않으려 했을 뿐입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 깨달았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록은 김장수 같은 유명 사진가의 전유물이 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 이름을 빼앗긴 사진가의 필름</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">세상을 떠난 노작가의 앨범</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진 대신 캔버스에 기억을 남긴 평범한 시민의 그림 속에 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 신화는 이들의 존재를 지워버림으로써 완성되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 이제 김장수의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그가 묻으려 했던 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록자들의 목소리를 세상에 알릴 때였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">방법은 명확했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리가 찾아낸 증거를 대중 앞에 펼쳐 그들 스스로 판단하게 하는 것</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 사진 리뷰전</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">: </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록과 상처</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그리고 진실</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이라는 공개 행사를 기획했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">행사 당일</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">약속된 시간이 지나도 귀빈석의 가장 중요한 자리는 비어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 김장수의 휴대폰으로 수차례 전화했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 응답하지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">초청에 응했던 그가 끝내 나타나지 않은 채</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아무런 연락도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">행사가 시작되고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무대에 오른 나는 떨리는 목소리를 다잡으며 단호히 입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">오늘 이 자리엔 귀한 손님 한 분을 모셨어야 했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 그분은 오지 않으셨죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그분의 빈 의자는 우리가 이야기하려는 진실의 무게를 대신 말해줍니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 텅 빈 귀빈석을 향해 잠시 고개를 숙였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">오늘 저는 지금껏 해왔던 해설이 아닌</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다른 해설을 하려 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">에 대한 이야기입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 인사말을 마치고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">숨을 한번 고른 뒤 스크린에 동래서 앞 시위대 사진을 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">장내에 나지막한 술렁임이 일었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그 술렁임 속에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 대학생의 이메일에서 시작된 진실을 향한 여정을 차분히 설명해나갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이어 박동욱 회장의 원본 사진과 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">괴사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 나란히 스크린을 채우자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">객석 여기저기서 짧은 탄식이 터져 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 전문가의 변조 소견과 김장수가 대학에 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">CD</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 판매한 거래 기록을 차례로 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">마지막으로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 자신의 목소리가 담긴 녹취 파일이 재생 버튼과 함께 화면에 떴다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 스페이스 바를 누르자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 오만한 반말이 앰프를 통해 행사장을 채웠고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">청중들은 놀란 표정을 감추지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">두 번째 발표자로 나선 이근영 박사는 스크린에 다섯 단어를 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">: </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">명성</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">돈</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">도용</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유일성</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">응징</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자가 부마항쟁 사진가로 명성을 얻은 건 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1989</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">『</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주년 기념 자료집</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">』 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">덕분이었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 책의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진으로 본 부마항쟁</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">코너에 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 대운동장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장의 출소 사진이 실렸죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">당시엔 그 사진은 변조되지 않은 원본이었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 자료집으로 김장수는 민주화운동 진영에서 독보적인 사진가로 자리 잡았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다음은 돈이었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 명성을 이용해 부마항쟁 사진을 사업화했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 컬렉션</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">을 만들어 민주광장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 도서관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여러 단체에 팔았죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1989</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 민주광장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 1999</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 도서관에 사진을 넘겼고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">포토</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">·</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">히스토리아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 회사를 세웠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">돈을 좇아 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">M </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일보 소유의 사진이나 동래서 앞 시위대 사진 같은 타인의 작품에 자기 이름을 붙여 팔았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이는 저작권 침해를 넘어 사기에 가까운 행위였습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시월재단 설립 때도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다른 전시회에서도 그는 사진을 팔았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 돈에 대한 집착은 집요했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">명성과 돈을 손에 쥔 그는 스스로를 부마항쟁의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유일한 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라 내세웠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">정형수 선생의 사진이 공개된 뒤에도 그는 자신의 유일성을 고집했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그에게 부마항쟁은 권력의 상징이나 다름없었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러다 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1999</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 도서관에 사진을 팔며 박동욱 회장의 출소 사진을 변조한 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">괴사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">을 끼워 넣었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜 그랬을까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박 회장은 특별한 갈등이 없었다고 하면서 이런 말을 했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">굳이 원인을 찾자면</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아마 그때였던 것 같소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주년 모임 말이오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">."</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 잠시 말을 고르는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자가 다가오더니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, '</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 사진 덕 좀 봤으면 술 한 잔은 사야지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">' </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">자기가 찍은 역사적인 사진이니 보답을 하라는 거였지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 후로 그 양반을 사석에서 본 일은 없으니</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">글쎄</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그깟 술 한 잔 안 사준 게</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수십 년간 나를 향한 증오가 될 줄 누가 알았겠소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">."</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 씁쓸한 미소와 함께 말을 맺었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이유가 무엇이든</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 박동욱 회장을 깊이 혐오했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 혐오는 단순한 감정이 아니었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 괴사진으로 증오를 드러냈고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">심지어 자신이 판 파일에서 박동욱 회장의 원본 사진을 지워버렸습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">지금 시월재단 아카이브나 민주광장 전시에서도 그 원본은 사라졌습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 사진의 공적 가치</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 무게를 제멋대로 짓밟았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">스스로 역사적 기록을 지울 권한이 있다고 여겼죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 성격은 어디서 왔을까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저는 구술 기록에서 단서를 찾았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일 밤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">광복동에서 사진을 찍다 경찰 기동대에 붙잡혀 구타당한 일이 있다고 했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이후 그의 취재는 눈에 띄게 소극적이 됐죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 쭈뼛거리며 공수부대 출신임을 밝혔습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">국가 폭력에 익숙한</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">어쩌면 그것을 내면화한 사람일지도 모릅니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그런데 그의 사진엔 계엄군의 폭력이나 시민의 저항이 단 한 장도 없습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜일까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">단순히 두려움 때문일까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저는 그렇지 않다고 봅니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 계엄군을 부정적으로 보일 장면을 의도적으로 피했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">국가가 주입한 질서 의식</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">혹은 역사의식의 부재가 그의 렌즈를 가렸습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 역사의 무게를 알지 못했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 세계는 혐오와 응징이라는 파시즘적 시각으로 뒤덮여 있었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사의 발표가 끝나고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 다시 무대에 올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">스크린에 세 개의 이미지를 나란히 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">: P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 학생의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">정형수의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">광복동 시위대</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">익명 시민의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">끌려가는 청년</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유화</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록은 한 사람의 전유물이 아닙니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 이름이 지워지고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">때로는 사진조차 남기지 못한 수많은 이들의 목소리가 모여 완성됩니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 오늘 한 명의 가짜 기록자를 드러냈지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 과정에서 수많은 진짜 기록자들을 만났습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 자리는 그들의 용기를 기리는 자리이기도 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">청중 사이로 가느다란 신음 소리가 새어 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">모든 시선이 텅 빈 귀빈석으로 향했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 부재는 소리 없는 고백처럼 행사장을 채웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그가 평생 외면한 진실의 풍경 위로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 빈자리는 오래 감춰진 증언처럼 조용히</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러나 선명히 퍼져갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">몇 달 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 새로운 탐방 그룹을 이끌고 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 교정에 다시 섰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시월재단은 부마항쟁 아카이브에서 대운동장 사진을 따로 빼내 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1987</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 사진이라는 설명을 붙여놓았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">재단이 한 일은 이게 전부였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대의 김장수 표석은 그대로였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대학 기록관도 어떤 조치도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다만 홈페이지에 올린 김장수의 부마항쟁 컬렉션 홍보는 사라지고 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">변화는 아주 더뎠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 표석 앞에 멈춰 섰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 이름이 새겨진 돌은 여전히 단단히 박혀 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 이름은 한때 역사의 기록자를 상징했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이제는 거짓의 무게로만 느껴졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 고개를 들어 교정을 둘러보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년의 함성이 멀리서 들려오는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 함성 속에는 정형수의 렌즈</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">표승민의 붓</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그리고 이름 없는 수많은 이들의 목소리가 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 더 이상 완벽한 해설을 꿈꾸지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대신</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그들의 상처와 용기를 이야기했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">새로운 탐방에서 나는 정형수의 사진과 표승민의 유화를 소개하며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 학생의 질문에 답했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜 이런 이야기가 이제야 나오는 건가요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 물음에 나는 잠시 말을 멈췄다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그건</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리가 진실을 찾으려는 용기를 잃지 않았기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">학생의 눈빛에서 희망을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그들은 김장수의 신화를 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 기록자들의 이야기를 가슴에 새겼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 깨달았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사는 완성된 이야기가 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 끊임없이 다시 쓰이고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다시 발견되는 살아 있는 증언이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그 증언의 일부가 되어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부서진 진실의 조각들을 주워 올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이제 나는 비소로 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 해설하는 사람이 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><div id="hwpEditorBoardContent" class="hwp_editor_board_content" data-hjsonver="1.0" data-jsonlen="96960"></div><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;">   <br><br><div class="autosourcing-stub-extra" style="box-sizing: 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style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:21.0pt;">가짜를 해설합니다</span><br><p class="0">   <br><br><p class="0">   <br><br><p class="0">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-align:right;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 목소리엔 사람을 들뜨게 하는 높은 음역이나 극적인 떨림이 없다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">감정을 과시하기보다 절제된 톤으로 사실을 전달하는 것이 내 방식이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사람들은 그런 내 목소리를 오래된 나무 악기의 울림에 비유했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그 소리로 역사의 마디를 조용히 새길 뿐이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 넘게 부마항쟁의 현장을 해설하며 다져진 그 목소리는 어느덧 직업적 자산이 되어있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 시월 기념사업회의 해설사 양성 과정에서 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기로 이 길을 시작했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내게 해설이란 흩어진 증언과 기록의 조각들을 하나의 서사로 엮어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날의 시간을 오늘로 불러오는 일이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 일은 깊은 책임감과 자부심으로 나를 채웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 자부심에 처음으로 균열이 생긴 건</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">탐방을 마치고 돌아온 늦은 저녁이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">지친 몸을 소파에 기대고 습관처럼 이메일을 열어보던 중</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">낯선 이름의 메일 한 통이 눈에 들어왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">해설사님께</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">지난주 탐방에 참여했던 대학생입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.’</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">호기심에 메일을 열어본 순간</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가슴이 덜컥 내려앉았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안녕하세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">해설사님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">새벽벌 회관 옆 김장수 기자 표석에 새긴 대운동장 사진에 대해 말씀드리고자 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">해설사님께서는 그 사진이 부마항쟁 당시의 기록이라고 하셨지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">제가 확인한 자료에 따르면 그 사진은 가짜일 가능성이 큽니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시월재단에서도 몇 년 전 이 사진을 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잘못 알려진 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">으로 공지한 바 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아래 링크를 확인해 주시면 감사하겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">메일 하단에는 시월재단 웹사이트의 링크가 첨부되어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">떨리는 손으로 링크를 클릭하자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">화면에 뜬 것은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잘못 알려진 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이라는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기묘한 제목의 게시물이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">문제의 대운동장 장면을 포함한 여섯 장의 사진 아래로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 숨을 죽이고 스크롤을 내렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거기엔 변명처럼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">깨알 같은 글씨가 적혀 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1980</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년대 혹은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1987</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">6</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 항쟁 당시의 기록임</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.'</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">해명도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사과도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그저 아무도 보지 않기를 바라는 듯한 작은 글씨 몇 줄</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나의 자부심이라는 성</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">城</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">)</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 작은 글씨 몇 줄에 힘없이 무너져 내렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">학생의 말은 사실이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년간 부마항쟁의 출발점이라며 설명했던 저 사진은</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">전혀 다른 시간의 기록이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그렇다면 저것은</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 관련자들의 이야기에 따르면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">재단 설립 초기에 한 이사가 이 문제를 정식으로 제기했으나 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">별일 아니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">”</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며 묵살당했다고 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러다 몇 년 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">조용히 소식지 구석에 이 기사가 실렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대체 어떻게 이걸 몰랐던 걸까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">도저히 납득할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시월재단은 단 한마디 해명도 내놓지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그들의 방관 속에서 가짜 사진은 여전히 진짜인 양 역사의 한 페이지를 차지했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기념사업의 권위</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">예산의 장벽</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그리고 김장수라는 거장의 이름값이 얽힌 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">침묵의 장막</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아래</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진실은 깊은 수면 속으로 가라앉아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 지난 몇 년간 그 거짓을 가장 열정적으로 전파한 확성기였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">온몸에 힘이 쭉 빠졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 자랑했던 완벽한 해설</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나의 자부심은 모두 거짓 위에 쌓은 모래성에 불과했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그제야 나는 잊고 있던 기억의 조각을 떠올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 관련자 모임 대표인 박동욱 회장이 어느 모임에서 씁쓸하게 털어놓았던 이야기였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">은 모교에서 열리는 토크쇼에 참석하기 위해 교정을 걷고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이제는 백발이 성성한 머리와 온화한 미소를 가진 원로였지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대학에만 들어오면 그는 언제나 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">40</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여 년 전의 청년으로 되돌아가는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 걸음마다 격동의 시대가 너울거렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러다 행사장으로 향하던 길목에서 문득 그의 발걸음이 멈췄다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">토크쇼 홍보 패널에 박힌 자신의 얼굴 때문이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자가 찍었다는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 40</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여 년 전 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">교도소 문을 나서는 자신의 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 그 사진 속 인물은 그가 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">누군가의 악의가 그의 눈과 입을 뒤틀어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">희극 배우처럼 우스꽝스럽게 만들어놓았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">숨이 멎는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저항에 몸을 던진 청년 시절</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">신념을 위해 견뎌낸 고통의 시간이 한 장의 사진으로 조롱당하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">분노보다 깊은 모멸감이 먼저 밀려왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 즉시 대학 홍보실 책임자에게 전화했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">행사장 근처에서 달려온 책임자는 그의 격앙된 항의에도 판에 박힌 말만 되풀이했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">선생님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저희는 기록관에서 받은 원본을 그대로 사용했을 뿐입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">문제없다고 확인받았어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">문제없다니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 저렇게 모욕당하고 있는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">!”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그럼 기록관에 직접 문의해 보시죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저희 부서 소관이 아니라서요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록이 훼손된 채 다중 앞에 전시되는데도 하소연할 곳이 없다는 사실이 그의 가슴을 무겁게 짓눌렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">독재정권의 총칼보다 더 무서운 것은</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그가 지키려 했던 세상의 무관심이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연단 위에서 그는 자신이 지켜낸 역사의 의미를 역설했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연단 아래 그의 얼굴은 우스꽝스러운 가십으로 난도질당하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장의 모멸감은 더 이상 그만의 것이 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 내가 지켜야 할 역사의 상처였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수화기</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 들어 시월재단 상임위원의 번호를 눌렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">위원님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안희진입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 대운동장 사진에 대해 여쭙고 싶습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 애써 차분히 말하자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수화기 너머에서 상대방이 숨을 고르는 듯한 정적이 내려앉았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 사진 말입니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무슨 일로</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">몇 년 전 재단에서 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잘못 알려진 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이라고 공지하셨더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜라는 뜻 아닙니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 마치 준비된 답변처럼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">능숙하게 핵심을 비껴갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안 선생</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 말은 지나칩니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우린 그저 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사실과 다른 기록</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">으로 정리했을 뿐입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">위원님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 목소리를 낮췄다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 사진이 아닌 걸 부마항쟁 사진이라 말해왔잖아요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">말하자면 가짜를 진짜로 포장해왔죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이게 가짜가 아니라고요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜 사실을 숨기고 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">곤란하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 말만 반복하십니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이해해 주세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건 민감한 사안입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">더 이상 대화가 무의미했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리는 진실을 가로막는 차가운 유리 벽처럼 느껴졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 전화를 끊으며 분노보다 깊은 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무력감</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">에 휩싸였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날 이후</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일상의 모든 것이 멈춰 섰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">새로 들어온 역사 탐방 섭외 메일은 손조차 댈 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">지금껏 내가 말해온 것들이 모두 거짓말처럼 느껴졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무슨 얼굴로 다시 사람들 앞에 설 수 있단 말인가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">고뇌로 밤을 지샌 날들이 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주일이 넘었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 이 무력감의 끝에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 오히려 단단한 결심을 마주했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이대로 주저앉을 수는 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 이 모든 단서를 들고 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘K </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">민주주의연구소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 젊은 연구자 이근영 박사를 찾아갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 처음엔 두 사건을 별개의 것으로 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하나는 시스템의 오류</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다른 하나는 개인에 대한 모욕</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 내가 내민 두 파일 위에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">모든 것을 조롱하듯 하나의 이름이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 순간</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">흩어진 점들이 하나의 악의로 연결되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이것은 실수가 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 이름으로 역사를 짓밟는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가장 교활한 반역사였다</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나의 양심적 자책에서 비롯된 의문은 이근영 박사의 전문적 조사와 만나 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진실 규명</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이라는 단단한 목표로 나아갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 주말도 잊은 채 만났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 현장을 누비며 사람들의 증언을 모았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 기록과 서류 속에서 진실의 조각들을 엮었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 뿌리를 파헤치는 외로운 탐사자였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사의 조사는 대학 홍보실 직원이 무심코 던진 말</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, ‘P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 기록관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">에서 시작되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 지친 얼굴로 내 앞에 섰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 손에 쥔 노트는 김장수의 거짓 탑을 무너뜨릴 다이너마이트 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 낮고 빠른 목소리로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록관에서의 일을 보고하듯 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록관에 들어서자마자 벽에 부딪혔습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">직원은 처음부터 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">허가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">운운하며 길을 막더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">홈페이지 공지를 근거로 따지고 들어서야 마지못해 열람을 허용했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러면서 복사는 절대 불가라고 합디다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무언가 숨기는 듯한 태도가 역력했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그리고</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">결정적인 사실을 확인했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 잠시 말을 멈추고 나를 응시했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진들은 기증된 게 아니었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1999</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수가 대학 도서관에 돈을 받고 판매한 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">CD</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">에 들어 있었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대운동장 사진도 괴사진도 확인했어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부인할 수 없는 거래 기록입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">판매자 서명까지 선명해요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 말은 내 마지막 희망을 산산이 부쉈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜라고는 해도 설마 하는 마음이 없지 않았는데</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거짓의 뿌리는 다름 아닌 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 자신이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">차가운 분노</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">와 함께 깊은 의문이 나를 휘감았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대체 왜 그랬을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 김장수가 사진이 담긴 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">CD</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 대학 도서관에 돈을 받고 판 사실에 주목했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 돈이 주된 동기일 거라 결론 내렸지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여전히 고개를 갸우뚱했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">돈이 주된 동기인 건 분명합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 괴사진은 돈만으로 설명되지 않아요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">돈이 목적이었다면 굳이 사진을 그렇게 왜곡할 이유가 있겠습니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장을 깊이 혐오한 결과입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사의 말에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 박동욱 회장을 찾아가야겠다고 결심했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 사건으로 가장 깊은 상처를 입은 그의 목소리를 직접 들어야 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 박동욱 회장의 사무실에 앉아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하얀 책장에 꽂힌 부마항쟁 보고서와 구술사 책들이 그의 지난 세월을 증언하는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 담담히 물 한 잔을 내밀었지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 눈빛에는 씻기지 않은 모멸감이 깃들어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안 선생</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아십니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 사진을 보고 내가 김장수에게 직접 메일을 보냈어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 얼굴이 왜 그런 꼴로 돌아다니는지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">도대체 무슨 짓이냐고 따져 물었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">말을 멈춘 그는 창밖을 잠시 응시하더니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이윽고 천천히 고개를 돌려 다시 입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">답장이 금방 왔어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사과도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">설명도 없었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그저</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">파일 하나가 첨부되어 있더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 다음 이야기에 귀를 기울였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">열어보니 그 괴사진이었어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나를 조롱하던 바로 그 사진을</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내게 다시 보낸 겁니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이게 네 얼굴이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라고 말하는 듯했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 순간</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">전신의 피가 거꾸로 솟는 것 같았어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건 실수가 아니라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 존재를 짓밟으려는 악의적인 폭력이었음을 깨달았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리는 분노를 넘어 깊은 슬픔에 젖어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 아무 말도 할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 인간의 존엄</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 한 페이지가 어찌 이리 잔혹하게 유린될 수 있는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 행위는 단순한 왜곡을 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">피해자 앞에서 자신의 범죄를 과시하는 파렴치한 태도로 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 악의에 맞설 유일한 무기는 진실뿐이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 가방에서 사진 하나를 꺼내 테이블 위에 올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사가 구해온 박동욱 회장의 출소 원본 사진이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 40</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여 년의 세월이 내려앉은 흑백 이미지 위로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">창문을 타고 들어온 햇빛이 가느다란 선을 그리며 스쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박 회장은 한동안 말이 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진을 응시하는 그의 어깨가 미세하게 떨리더니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">깊은 한숨이 새어 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 사진 속 자신의 얼굴과 그를 둘러싼 사람들의 표정을 손가락으로 천천히 훑었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잃어버린 유물을 어루만지듯</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 손길은 부드러웠으나 떨림을 감출 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 사진이지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이게 진짜 내 얼굴이야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리는 낮고 담담했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">억눌린 감정이 그 안을 맴돌았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 잠시 말을 잇지 못하더니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사람들은 내가 마냥 웃고 있는 줄 알겠지만</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그의 말을 가만히 듣다 사진을 다시 바라보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">솜옷을 입고 손을 흔들며 짓는 옅은 미소는 고난의 흔적을 숨기지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">”</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그래도 감옥에서 풀려난 저 때가 얼마나 좋았는지</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리에 희미한 감회가 스쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">제가 봤던 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">괴사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">속 희극 배우 같은 얼굴과는 전혀 다릅니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 사진 속 회장님은 웃고 계시지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 미소가 오히려 아픔을 새기고 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시대의 상처가 고스란히 드러나요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박 회장은 사진을 내려놓고 고개를 끄덕였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 눈빛엔 한 시대의 아픔을 온몸으로 통과해온 자의 서글픔 같은 것이 담겨 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 그 아픔을 지워버렸어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">고통의 흔적을 걷어내고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 자리에 값싼 조롱을 억지로 채워 넣었지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그게 그의 방식이었소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사와 한 인간의 존엄을 짓밟는 방식</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">” </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 마지막 말은 씁쓸한 체념 같기도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">혹은 이 모든 싸움의 본질을 꿰뚫는 결론 같기도 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 더 이상 아무 말도 할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">흑백 사진 속</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">초췌하게 웃고 있는 청년의 얼굴 위로 그의 길고 아픈 세월이 겹쳐 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그를 위로할 단어를 찾지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대신</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 상처를 가슴에 새기며 다짐했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 박동욱 한 사람의 상처를 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 지켜내야 할 역사의 존엄성에 관한 문제였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 거짓은 단순한 사진 조작이 아니라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날의 외침과 눈빛을 지우려는 시도였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그를 향한 분노와 함께</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나 자신의 무지에 대한 자책을 느꼈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">어떻게 내가 그 거짓을 모른 채 그를 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라 칭송했을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 후 용기를 낸 나는 김장수 기자에게 직접 전화를 걸었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수화기 너머 그의 목소리는 거만하고 위압적이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안희진 씨</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">평소 연락도 없다가 무슨 일이요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">떨리는 목소리를 다잡으며 박동욱 회장의 괴사진에 대해 물었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그거</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 찍은 거지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내겐 그 사진 한 장뿐인데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뭐가 문제지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 태연한 거짓에 소름이 돋았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 이근영 박사에게 들은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주년 자료집</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 원본 사진 이야기를 꺼냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 잠시 머뭇거리더니 말을 바꿨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 사진도 있었지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">알아보니 그렇더군</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연속으로 두 컷을 찍은 거요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그럼 필름도 두 장 다 가지고 계시겠네요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">필름은</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">M </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일보에 두고 왔지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내겐 디지털 파일뿐이야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 목소리에서 거짓의 냄새가 짙게 풍겼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 국과수 감정 이야기를 꺼냈고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 마지못해 동의하는 척하며 전화를 끊어버렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사의 집념은 꺾일 줄 몰랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 먼저 사진 보정 전문가를 찾아 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">괴사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 얼굴 각도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그림자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뒷사람의 표정까지 모두 달라 명백히 인위적으로 변조되었다는 소견을 얻었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이어 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">M </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일보 조사부를 찾았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수가 필름을 신문사에 두고 왔다는 주장을 확인하기 위해서였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">조사부 팀장은 어이없다는 듯 혀를 찼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">조사해보니 필름이고 뭐고 전부 가져갔다고 하더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">원래 그건 규정 위반인데</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 또 다른 거짓이 드러난 순간이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리의 조사가 막다른 골목에 다다랐을 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">새로운 균열은 예상치 못한 곳에서 열렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연구소 홈페이지 익명 게시판에 짧은 댓글 하나가 올라왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자의 대표작</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞 시위대 사진도 가짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 작가는 따로 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.’</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 그 댓글을 발견하자마자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">오랫동안 묻혀 있던 단서를 건져 올린 듯 빠르게 움직였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 김장수의 이름으로 알려진 부마항쟁 사진들을 하나씩 출력해 날짜별로 분류했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연구소의 하얀 형광등 아래</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 화이트보드에 그의 흑백 사진들을 시간순으로 붙여갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:130.9pt;text-indent:-60.4pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 대운동장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">온천장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래경찰서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">교육대학 앞</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">항쟁의 불길이 타오른 첫날의 장면들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:130.0pt;text-indent:-60.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">구자춘 내무장관의 기자회견</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">남포동의 최루가스</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">비상 국무회의를 마친 각료들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">비상계엄령을 발표하는 문공부 장관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:130.0pt;text-indent:-60.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">18</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">포고문을 읽는 시민들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거리의 계엄군</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시청 앞의 탱크와 장갑차</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;"> </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진들을 시간순으로 배열하자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유령 같은 패턴이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">목덜미가 서늘해지며 숨이 멎는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박사님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이상합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뭐가 이상하죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일 사진들</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">전부 우리가 가짜라고 의심하거나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다른 사람의 사진으로 확인된 것들뿐이에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 말에 이 박사의 눈이 번득였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 화이트보드 앞으로 다가가 날카로운 시선으로 사진들을 훑었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안 선생 말이 맞아요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">더 기묘한 건</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일 이후 김장수가 직접 찍은 듯한 사진들엔 시위대가 전혀 없다는 겁니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">계엄군</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">장관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">텅 빈 거리뿐</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저항하는 군중은 단 한 장도 없어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 손가락이 사진들을 하나씩 짚었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수많은 구타와 피해 사례가 기록되었는데도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 사진엔 계엄군이 시민이나 학생을 진압하거나 연행하는 장면이 단 한 장도 없어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 폭력의 현장을 고의로 외면한 겁니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 서로를 마주 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">조각들이 맞춰지며 드러난 진실은 충격적이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">결론은 세 가지입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사가 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">첫째</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일 항쟁의 불길이 타오를 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 현장에 없었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">둘째</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 시위대를 단 한 번도 찍지 않았어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">셋째</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">계엄군의 폭력을 기록한 사진은 한 장도 없습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이게</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">과연 역사의 기록자입니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 사진에는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">은 있었지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">증언</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">은 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것이 그의 본질적 한계이자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 현장의 사진을 훔쳐야 했던 이유였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리의 분석은 하나의 가설로 좁혀졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 역사의 심장부에 뛰어들지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그렇다면 그의 대표작</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래경찰서 앞 시위대 사진은 누구의 것인가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 두 갈래로 움직였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 먼저 연구소 홈페이지에 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진의 진짜 주인을 찾습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 공지를 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞 사진을 썸네일로 올리고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 현장에 있었던 이들의 제보를 기다린다고 적었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 허공에 던진 메아리 없는 외침 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동시에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 정반대의 지점에서 단서를 찾았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박정희 시대를 찬미하는 저술로 유명한 언론인 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 낡은 기사들이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 보수 논객답게 부마항쟁을 박정희 이야기의 부록처럼 다뤘다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아쉬웠지만 대체할 자료가 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 그의 월간지 기사들을 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">샅샅이 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뒤졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역설적이게도 진실의 파편은 때로 가장 예상치 못한 곳에 숨어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 밤을 새운 끝에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">2006</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">5</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월호 월간지 구석에서 결정적 문장을 찾아냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 당시 기자들이 사진을 찍지 못한 이유를 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">살벌한 언론 통제</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">때문이라 변명했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 글은 사진의 출처에 대한 중대한 단서를 담고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">:</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">H </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">신문의 김장수 기자는 데모 취재를 가려다 편집국장의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그런 곳엔 가지 말라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 제지를 받았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부산 시위의 현장 사진은 이 기사에 실린 것이 거의 유일한 자료로 보인다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 사진도 기자가 찍은 것이 아니라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 학생이 촬영한 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">의 기사에 실린 작은 사진은 김장수의 대표작으로 알려진 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞 시위대</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">모든 조각이 맞아떨어졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 그날 동래서 현장에 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 격동을 포착한 이는 이름도 빛도 없이 그 현장을 지킨 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 학생이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 사실을 확인한 이근영 박사는 문득 박동욱 회장이 떠올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 즉시 전화를 걸었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">회장님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 시위대 사진이 당시 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 학생이 찍은 것이라고 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">혹시 아시는 바 있으신가요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 얘기</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">어디선가 들은 기억이 있소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">혹시 누가 찍었는지 떠오르는 분 없으신가요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">음</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">안타깝게도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그때는 경황이 없어서</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그런데 다른 얘기지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수가 사진을 찍기 시작한 게 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일이라는 건 아시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">네</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? 17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일이라뇨</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사의 목소리가 높아졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러니까 항쟁이 터진 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일에는 사진을 찍을 일이 없었다는 거요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자의 옛 구술 인터뷰를 찾아보시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">본인이 직접 그렇게 말했소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장의 말이 결정타였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 박사는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기자의 글에서 단서를 얻은 데 이어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 과거 구술 인터뷰 자료를 낱낱이 뒤졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">며칠 밤을 새운 끝에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여 년 전 출간된 구술사 자료집에서 문제의 문장을 찾아냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">항쟁 당시를 회고하며 김장수 본인이 이렇게 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일에는 취재를 못 했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">현장에 나간 건 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일부터였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">화이트보드 위에서 떠오른 직관은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기자의 글과 김장수 자신의 발언을 통해 반박할 수 없는 사실로 굳어졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 단순히 사진을 훔친 데 그치지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 이름 없는 학생의 용기와 그 시대 언론이 외면한 진실까지 통째로 도둑질했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 진짜 작가는 여전히 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이름 없는 학생</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">으로 남아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수와 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">J</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">살벌한 언론 통제</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 핑계로 현장 부재를 정당화하며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 공백을 김장수라는 유일한 영웅 신화로 메웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 신화에 균열을 낼 다른 목소리가 절실했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 사진작가 정형수의 이름을 꺼냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부산 사진계를 지켜온 원로이자 엄격한 원칙주의자로 알려진 인물이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 기록이 무엇인지 알기 위해선</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 기록자를 만나야 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 우리가 수소문했을 때 정형수 작가는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">2</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 전 노환으로 세상을 떠났다는 사실을 알게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 평생 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 말을 입에 올린 적 없었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진집 한 권 내지 않은 채 조용히 눈을 감았다고 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 포기하지 않고 그의 부인을 찾아냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주말 오후</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 작가의 낡은 작업실에 앉아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">먼지 쌓인 유품들 사이에서 부인은 남편의 오래된 앨범 하나를 말없이 내밀었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그이는 평생 자기 사진을 자랑한 적이 없어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">네</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">앨범을 넘기던 우리의 손이 한 장 앞에서 멈췄다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">광복동 거리</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">프레임을 가득 채운 시위대의 함성이 담긴 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">정형수의 작품이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 사진과는 모든 것이 달랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 렌즈는 시위대와 눈높이를 맞추며 그들의 얼굴을 정면으로 포착했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가까운 거리에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">약간 높은 각도로 촬영된 사진은 보는 이를 순식간에 항쟁의 한복판으로 끌어들였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">참여자의 시선이에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 나지막이 말하자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사가 고개를 끄덕였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">맞습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 사진이 안전한 건물 위에서 내려다보는 관찰자의 시점이라면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건 현장의 위험을 감수하며 군중과 호흡하는 참여자의 시선이죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 렌즈가 권력을 향했다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">정형수의 렌즈는 저항하는 시민을 정면으로 마주했어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진 속 얼굴들은 각기 다른 방향을 바라보며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무언가를 외치는 표정과 서로의 어깨를 잡고 나아가는 몸짓이 생생히 살아 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이는 단순한 기록을 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시대의 아픔과 저항을 온몸으로 끌어안은 뜨거운 증언이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부인이 찻잔을 내려놓으며 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">고인은 이 순간을 반드시 남겨야 한다는 마음으로 찍었다고 했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 최루가스 속에서 눈물을 흘리며 사진을 찍었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진정한 역사의 기록자가 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유일한 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 허명은 무너졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">연구소로 돌아온 우리를 기다리던 것은 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날을 기억합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 간결한 제목의 익명 메일이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">첨부된 사진은 가장자리가 바스러진 캔버스에 그린 유화였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거칠고 투박한 붓 터치가 계엄군과 청년의 실루엣을 붉은 터치로 생생히 담았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시간의 흔적이 노란빛으로 스며들어 그날의 공포를 간직한 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">메일의 내용은 짧았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="margin-left:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저는 화가가 아닙니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">국제시장 근처에서 작은 사무실을 운영하던 평범한 사람이었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 청년이 내 앞에서 그렇게 끌려갔습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">겁에 질려 아무것도 하지 못했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진기라도 있었다면</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">결국 집에 돌아와 본 것을 캔버스에 그렸습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수십 년간 나만 간직한 그날의 기록입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">메일 끝에는 연락처 하나가 적혀 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사와 나는 서로를 마주 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이건 단순한 단서가 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이름 없는 이의 증언이 우리 앞에 스스로 모습을 드러낸 순간이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 망설임 없이 번호를 눌렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이틀 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 국제시장 골목 어귀 낡은 사무실 앞에 서 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">문을 열자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">줄무늬 셔츠를 입고 야구모자를 눌러쓴 이가 우리를 맞았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">깊게 팬 주름은 그의 나이를 드러냈으나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">건강한 기운이 느껴졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이름은 표승민이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">작은 책상 위에는 먼지 쌓인 서류와 오래된 계산기가 놓여 있었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">벽에는 빛바랜 가족사진이 걸려 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 우리를 좁은 소파에 앉히며 따뜻한 캔 커피를 내밀었다</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 유화를</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜 보내셨어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 조심스레 물었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 한동안 말이 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">창틈으로 시장의 북적이는 소음이 </span><ins><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">스며들었다</span></ins><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 겁쟁이였어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 차분하게 고해성사를 하는 것 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">청년이 끌려갈 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 숨죽이고 창문 뒤에 숨어 있었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 젊은이의 눈빛을 잊을 수가 없었어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">세상을 향해 외치는 소리가 아직도 귓가에 맴돕니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">뭐라도 했어야 했는데</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">거리로 나갈 용기도 없었어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그래서</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">붓을 들었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 유화를 그리던 순간을 떠올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월의 밤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 불 꺼진 방에서 캔버스 앞에 앉아 떨리는 손으로 붓을 움직였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">계엄군의 검은 그림자와 청년의 비틀린 몸짓이 붉은 물감 속에 스며들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그림은 내 죄책감이었어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 하지 못한 일을</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">적어도 이렇게 남기고 싶었죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 이야기는 정형수의 사진과 이어졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">두 사람은 서로 모르는 사이였지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">같은 시대의 아픔을 각기 다른 방식으로 기록했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그의 손을 잡으며 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">선생님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 유화는 단순한 그림이 아닙니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그날의 진실을 증언한 기록이에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">표승민은 고개를 저으며 미소 지었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 기록자가 아니에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그저</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">잊지 않으려 했을 뿐입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 깨달았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록은 김장수 같은 유명 사진가의 전유물이 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 이름을 빼앗긴 사진가의 필름</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">세상을 떠난 노작가의 앨범</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진 대신 캔버스에 기억을 남긴 평범한 시민의 그림 속에 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 신화는 이들의 존재를 지워버림으로써 완성되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 이제 김장수의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그가 묻으려 했던 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록자들의 목소리를 세상에 알릴 때였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">방법은 명확했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리가 찾아낸 증거를 대중 앞에 펼쳐 그들 스스로 판단하게 하는 것</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 사진 리뷰전</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">: </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">기록과 상처</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그리고 진실</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이라는 공개 행사를 기획했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">행사 당일</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">약속된 시간이 지나도 귀빈석의 가장 중요한 자리는 비어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 김장수의 휴대폰으로 수차례 전화했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 응답하지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">초청에 응했던 그가 끝내 나타나지 않은 채</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아무런 연락도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">행사가 시작되고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">무대에 오른 나는 떨리는 목소리를 다잡으며 단호히 입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">오늘 이 자리엔 귀한 손님 한 분을 모셨어야 했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하지만 그분은 오지 않으셨죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그분의 빈 의자는 우리가 이야기하려는 진실의 무게를 대신 말해줍니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 텅 빈 귀빈석을 향해 잠시 고개를 숙였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">오늘 저는 지금껏 해왔던 해설이 아닌</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다른 해설을 하려 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">가짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">에 대한 이야기입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 인사말을 마치고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">숨을 한번 고른 뒤 스크린에 동래서 앞 시위대 사진을 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">장내에 나지막한 술렁임이 일었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그 술렁임 속에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 대학생의 이메일에서 시작된 진실을 향한 여정을 차분히 설명해나갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이어 박동욱 회장의 원본 사진과 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">괴사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 나란히 스크린을 채우자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">객석 여기저기서 짧은 탄식이 터져 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 전문가의 변조 소견과 김장수가 대학에 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">CD</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 판매한 거래 기록을 차례로 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">마지막으로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 자신의 목소리가 담긴 녹취 파일이 재생 버튼과 함께 화면에 떴다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내가 스페이스 바를 누르자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 오만한 반말이 앰프를 통해 행사장을 채웠고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">청중들은 놀란 표정을 감추지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">두 번째 발표자로 나선 이근영 박사는 스크린에 다섯 단어를 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">: </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">명성</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">돈</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">도용</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유일성</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">응징</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자가 부마항쟁 사진가로 명성을 얻은 건 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1989</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">『</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주년 기념 자료집</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">』 </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">덕분이었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 책의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진으로 본 부마항쟁</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">코너에 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 대운동장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박동욱 회장의 출소 사진이 실렸죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">당시엔 그 사진은 변조되지 않은 원본이었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 자료집으로 김장수는 민주화운동 진영에서 독보적인 사진가로 자리 잡았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다음은 돈이었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 명성을 이용해 부마항쟁 사진을 사업화했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 컬렉션</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">을 만들어 민주광장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 도서관</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">여러 단체에 팔았죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1989</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 민주광장</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, 1999</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 도서관에 사진을 넘겼고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">포토</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">·</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">히스토리아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라는 회사를 세웠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">돈을 좇아 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">M </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일보 소유의 사진이나 동래서 앞 시위대 사진 같은 타인의 작품에 자기 이름을 붙여 팔았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이는 저작권 침해를 넘어 사기에 가까운 행위였습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시월재단 설립 때도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다른 전시회에서도 그는 사진을 팔았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 돈에 대한 집착은 집요했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">명성과 돈을 손에 쥔 그는 스스로를 부마항쟁의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유일한 기록자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">라 내세웠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">정형수 선생의 사진이 공개된 뒤에도 그는 자신의 유일성을 고집했죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그에게 부마항쟁은 권력의 상징이나 다름없었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러다 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1999</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 도서관에 사진을 팔며 박동욱 회장의 출소 사진을 변조한 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">괴사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">을 끼워 넣었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜 그랬을까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">박 회장은 특별한 갈등이 없었다고 하면서 이런 말을 했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">굳이 원인을 찾자면</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">아마 그때였던 것 같소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부마항쟁 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">주년 모임 말이오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">."</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 잠시 말을 고르는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수 기자가 다가오더니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, '</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">내 사진 덕 좀 봤으면 술 한 잔은 사야지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">' </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">하더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">자기가 찍은 역사적인 사진이니 보답을 하라는 거였지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 후로 그 양반을 사석에서 본 일은 없으니</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">글쎄</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그깟 술 한 잔 안 사준 게</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">수십 년간 나를 향한 증오가 될 줄 누가 알았겠소</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">."</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 씁쓸한 미소와 함께 말을 맺었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이유가 무엇이든</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수는 박동욱 회장을 깊이 혐오했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 혐오는 단순한 감정이 아니었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 괴사진으로 증오를 드러냈고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">심지어 자신이 판 파일에서 박동욱 회장의 원본 사진을 지워버렸습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">지금 시월재단 아카이브나 민주광장 전시에서도 그 원본은 사라졌습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 사진의 공적 가치</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 무게를 제멋대로 짓밟았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">스스로 역사적 기록을 지울 권한이 있다고 여겼죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 성격은 어디서 왔을까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저는 구술 기록에서 단서를 찾았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">월 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">17</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">일 밤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">광복동에서 사진을 찍다 경찰 기동대에 붙잡혀 구타당한 일이 있다고 했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이후 그의 취재는 눈에 띄게 소극적이 됐죠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 쭈뼛거리며 공수부대 출신임을 밝혔습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">국가 폭력에 익숙한</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">어쩌면 그것을 내면화한 사람일지도 모릅니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그런데 그의 사진엔 계엄군의 폭력이나 시민의 저항이 단 한 장도 없습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜일까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">단순히 두려움 때문일까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">저는 그렇지 않다고 봅니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 계엄군을 부정적으로 보일 장면을 의도적으로 피했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">국가가 주입한 질서 의식</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">혹은 역사의식의 부재가 그의 렌즈를 가렸습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그는 역사의 무게를 알지 못했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 세계는 혐오와 응징이라는 파시즘적 시각으로 뒤덮여 있었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이근영 박사의 발표가 끝나고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 다시 무대에 올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">스크린에 세 개의 이미지를 나란히 띄웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">: P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 학생의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">동래서 앞 사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">정형수의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">광복동 시위대</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">사진</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">익명 시민의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">끌려가는 청년</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">유화</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사의 기록은 한 사람의 전유물이 아닙니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 이름이 지워지고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">때로는 사진조차 남기지 못한 수많은 이들의 목소리가 모여 완성됩니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리는 오늘 한 명의 가짜 기록자를 드러냈지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 과정에서 수많은 진짜 기록자들을 만났습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이 자리는 그들의 용기를 기리는 자리이기도 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">청중 사이로 가느다란 신음 소리가 새어 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">모든 시선이 텅 빈 귀빈석으로 향했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 부재는 소리 없는 고백처럼 행사장을 채웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그가 평생 외면한 진실의 풍경 위로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그의 빈자리는 오래 감춰진 증언처럼 조용히</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그러나 선명히 퍼져갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">몇 달 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 새로운 탐방 그룹을 이끌고 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대 교정에 다시 섰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">시월재단은 부마항쟁 아카이브에서 대운동장 사진을 따로 빼내 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">1987</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년 사진이라는 설명을 붙여놓았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">재단이 한 일은 이게 전부였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대의 김장수 표석은 그대로였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. P</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대학 기록관도 어떤 조치도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다만 홈페이지에 올린 김장수의 부마항쟁 컬렉션 홍보는 사라지고 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">변화는 아주 더뎠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 표석 앞에 멈춰 섰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">김장수의 이름이 새겨진 돌은 여전히 단단히 박혀 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 이름은 한때 역사의 기록자를 상징했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이제는 거짓의 무게로만 느껴졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 고개를 들어 교정을 둘러보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. 1979</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">년의 함성이 멀리서 들려오는 듯했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 함성 속에는 정형수의 렌즈</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">표승민의 붓</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그리고 이름 없는 수많은 이들의 목소리가 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 더 이상 완벽한 해설을 꿈꾸지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">대신</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그들의 상처와 용기를 이야기했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">새로운 탐방에서 나는 정형수의 사진과 표승민의 유화를 소개하며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">한 학생의 질문에 답했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">왜 이런 이야기가 이제야 나오는 건가요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">?” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그 물음에 나는 잠시 말을 멈췄다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그건</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">우리가 진실을 찾으려는 용기를 잃지 않았기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">학생의 눈빛에서 희망을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그들은 김장수의 신화를 넘어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜 기록자들의 이야기를 가슴에 새겼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 깨달았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">역사는 완성된 이야기가 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">그것은 끊임없이 다시 쓰이고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">다시 발견되는 살아 있는 증언이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">나는 그 증언의 일부가 되어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">부서진 진실의 조각들을 주워 올렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">이제 나는 비소로 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">진짜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-size:11.0pt;">를 해설하는 사람이 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-size:11.0pt;">   <br><br><div id="hwpEditorBoardContent" class="hwp_editor_board_content" data-hjsonver="1.0" data-jsonlen="96960"></div><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;">   <br><br><div class="autosourcing-stub-extra" style="box-sizing: 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